NeKoeNMa
Archer
posted 01-16-10 23:23
EST (US)
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Greetings fellows, first post of 2010 although I was sure I had posted something just after this Recovery Room opened. But I suppose I didn't.
Vacations are going pretty good for now, since I managed to pass all my tests. Classes now only in a month! I'll be sure to take my time and rest as much as I can so I can face off my university's last year. Wow, time flies by...
So lately I have been very obcessed about dragons. I ended up finding whole communities of therians and otherkin (you may find the second on Wikipedia). I don't know how to actually react to that, they say that in the geek hierarchy, these kind of people are considered the most crazy and are at the bottom. But I feel I actually fit in. My mind constantly proves me I am each time more and more weird. And I fear rejection. I feel I must hide this side of me because if I ever let it out, I will never again be worthy of any respect. At least at the eyes of the others. I just spit it out in here because for some members of old here, we already know each other it has been more than 6 years and I might find comprehension and maybe some help on accepting myself, or making a decision.
Or if maybe I have too much free time in my hands, and I'm going insane over it. Now my heart aches.